Traveller

Happi-birthday :>

2010-12-04T16:18:00.002+08:00

Birthday is just a day like no other, it is just the day where you woke up feeling hang over, you feel the air is the sweetest, the breeze is the chill-est and the day is best-est. You feel loved & blessed.

I suppose it is the day of reminder also, reminds you where the years have gone. Gone for good or vice versa.

I share my birthday with the month of Christmas celebration. Dec is my favourite month of all months in a year. It is the end of the year too.

Well, this is my birthday speech :3

Thanks for those who love and protect me all this while. I did not say it, but i meant it : I love you all too !

此刻的你喜欢吗？

2010-11-21T23:10:00.002+08:00

做自己喜欢的东西心里有着一股莫名的冲动和兴奋。
此刻的我重生了！

快快编稿去了！

2010-11-14T00:19:00.003+08:00

本来就喜欢住高楼。就坐在现在这个角度，看见的只是蔚蓝的天空, 感觉自己好像在半空中。两只黑黑的鸽子这时停歇在窗边。偷瞄了我摆放在窗边的植物，俩好像打了个坏主意，可没一会儿又飞走了。

好久没涂鸦了，好像忘了好多字怎么写的，忘了好多字句的表达和用法。管它的，我本来就不太会写，只会随好涂鸦。

我在写这文的同时，是一直重复播放着你的歌。是不是代表我很在意你的作品？

也对，是这些歌陪我度过数个不开心的日子。才发现原来音符的感化是多么的有力量，最近也成了我的藏身处。

It's NEW

2010-10-19T08:52:00.003+08:00

I have been officially promoted to another stage of life . I am being announced as financially independent, traffic traumatized victim and a to-be-Friday lover. No more honeymoneymoon. I never thought my job hunting period ended that soon. It ends up i get a pretty good offer from another advertising agency. Though its nothing biggie like LB. If i describe LB as a tree, probably SaaL is a seed.

I was pretty nervous my first day. First, i got my tortoise- car the day before and i am not familiar with the traffic.Second, probably, it's my first official job. Both are agencies so i should be familiar with everything that function, but WRONG! I supposed i'm a spoilt brat in LB, where i have everyone doing everything for me. As SaaL is so small that everything is DIY, including media bookings and quotations that i always have my traffic to deal with in LB. Plus, part of SaaL business comes from recruitment adv, which i know nuts bout it. SaaL isn't dealing much with above the line campaigns and creative, which is my prior interest in agency. Well, humans need to leave their comfort zone to start learning. But for now, deal with it and start from zero, learning the basics.

No doubt, colleagues and bosses are cool, since it's a small team, nothing to politics about. For now, i am feeling comfortable. Though at times in office, i might miss Rach with her clubbing itunes bombarding, i miss Beng calling me Angie, i miss Linda shouting "What the fish!", i miss hangging out in LB heaty big studio with designers, i miss kacau-ing Eddy and Pei Sien with my copies, i miss 38-ing with Caryn, Aurora and Caroline, i miss running around like mad in the spacious office with my FAs, i miss quarreling and negotiating with Liz, i miss fooling around with the humorous art directors....

Crazy thoughts, i should bring in some culture in SaaL. LOLZ.

Alright some clubbing itunes in office for Friday morning!

Another part of my life

2010-10-09T01:22:00.004+08:00

I have been attending church choir for some time. In fact, i love it. Anyhow, i still conceive contradict feeling towards it. Especially at times when we have been requested to out-perform ourselves. Feeling extreme exhausted after classes.

But time seems to fly during classes and it seems to be not enough.

I am not good with musical instrument, but i was taught that my voice is my instrument.

2010-09-29T08:19:00.002+08:00

每当信心动摇时都会用理智去推翻感觉。

我讨厌这样。明明就不想去做，就偏偏必须体贴理智。这样理智吗？！

2010-09-15T00:42:00.002+08:00

心情是抽象的，所以我们常以形容词表达自己处于什么样的状态。

我的乐趣是做些小动作表达自己的心情，以动词代替形容词。
打个比方：
今天下了毛毛雨，我一个人去海边吃冰淇淋，看海。风却止住了，海面平静得很。
描绘自己的心情。

Greetings from Heaven

2010-09-13T17:56:00.002+08:00

...nah,better off 'Greetings from pigsty'

Since last week i started my full time career as a PIG. Whatever pig does i did...eat,sleep and play (too bad, not pray). I can't online that frequent because my game-addicted bro can't seem to live without his computer.Worst, he pluck out my wireless modem so he can load his game faster. So, i can't help myself to just stare blank and day dream on my couch. Reason because if i start to watch tv or movie, my mum will start nagging and drag me out of the house. She lure me with food...oh yea,Ramadhan Bazaar. Life is nothing without FOOD. So imagine,breakfast,brunch,lunch,tea and dinner which total up my enormous weight now. That was then with Ramadhan Bazaar, without it now...im planning to venture into day dreamer as my part time job.

You would say...ooo,life like that! But, I started to feel myself becoming invisible and evaporate from the surface of the earth. You might not see me one day or not even remember me.So no way for me to stay like that for four months - my initial plan. What to do...job hunting lo. I start sending emails for job vacancies to an extend i think i simply sent....at least i have something to attend with.

And,, FYI, me and Louis the stupid pig-dog became best friend. He decided not to bark or "Grrrr" me when i start to bribe him with food. Like owner,like dog. So, he is the only reason i will step out of my house every evening. Basically, he walks me every evening to the beach :P yea...the dog walks his owner.

And, and, i finally get to play fireworks and all the illegal firecrackers...ON THE BEACH!!!!! Sneak to the beach at nights with a few friends and play the kiddy stuff. No pics though...too dark. hahaha! Finally i fulfill one of my dream this year. Yippie! Crazeee.

Alright, Louis is barking. Time for him to walk me.

Signing off,
from pigsty

Ley Lynn: if you happen to read this entries...probably you will realised i have keep all the craps to myself for too long and i need to pour everything in the blog. No one listen to me radio-ing at home :P

一个结束

2010-08-28T01:41:00.002+08:00

这星期经历了思绪的波涛，笔墨难言。总概来说，一个结束是新的开始。一年的布局已大概有了构思，接下来就是规划细节。视线总算清晰点了，大可放心一点。

也要谢谢身边的朋友给与开导。

虽然胜算还是未知数。
心里一定要明白谁是掌管的。

The man is in town

2010-08-22T23:53:00.012+08:00

Li Hom was in town for his album & movie releases.

My sis, the forever-die-hard fan for Li Hom, insist to attend. Though i am not a die-hard ones but for the sake to satisfy my curiousity, i make my last minute decision to accompany her, since Stephanie & Wai Ting will be there for the press con, so why not.

Let's reveal the crazy curiosity thought that brought me all the way to 1 U for the release.
1- To find out if he is really that good looking.
2- Just to listen to him live.

To my conclusion: i THINK he is good looking. Since i get to only take 2 glance at him from like 100 metres away with more than 300 peoplesss in front of me. And, and...he sings fantastic, although he sang only one song, too bad.

If you wonder how does it feel to be suffocated among those Li-Hom-die-hard -fans, let the visual do the talking.

The above is the point-of-view from my position to the stage.

And, right above is what happened to my point-of-view when the man appeared. Blame my shortness.

The happy gal with her man's album :P

I thank god that i survived the suffocating crowd- which is around 1000++ pool of peoplessss, plus i am attacked by humanic-phobia, when i felt the stickyness of human skin rubbing against mine, i felt their body heat, then i started to think that i could be sinking anytime into the pool of human, and i imagine the air gets thinner.....and.....i never want to mention what will happen next.

For my die-hard-fan-sis, she is happy with the result of the whole dramatic event. She get to spend extra 3 mins with the man during the signing session, because she was so lucky that the pen was out of ink during her turn. Luckiest huh?! :P

Says HAHA & Happy weekend ended.
Back to working days

And ...and....Stephanie got free passes for 'Love in Disguise'.
Oh, says GOSH! Tomorrow's my movie night.

Chaos :>

I get my plant

2010-08-07T16:18:00.006+08:00

Since started my internship, i have always wanting to get perhaps a pet or something that i will be attached to. But seeing laziness is growing within me like mushrooms, i have a second thought about adopting a pet. Surely they are cute to play with, but too troublesome to take care of. So i wanted something alive but cannot move and easy to take care of.Thus, CACTUS is the best!

But i end up with a tiny small i-don't- know plant, but the label says 'Echeveria'. Whatever it is. Anyway i named him 'bao bei' XD ......and it's a he.

Got it from IKEA while working last Sunday in The Curve.

Took it back in a container i bought from IKEA. On a bus and a train... and everyone is looking at my plant.

Bao bei under the sunlight. Pretty ain't it?

病糊了的思绪

2010-08-02T23:02:00.004+08:00

带病上班了好几天，一直坚持着去event。怎么说也是我在LB唯一的几场event罢，反正也剩下最后一个月了。所以今天请假想好好修养。

怎知今天一个人在家里，心情更down。一直反复思考好多好多假设性的念头。
如果.......
如果......
如果.......

才发现原来生活中好多选择。

遇见不撑伞的男生

2010-07-14T23:05:00.002+08:00

不撑伞的男生是大男人呢还是太爱美了？

昨天放工约了旧同事一起吃火锅。天不作美，就在放工时间倾盆大雨。
一位男同事也正好打算步行到车站搭车，碰见了在公司楼下等车的我。

Scene 1:

看见雨还没停下。
我：我借你雨伞啦！反正我在等朋友来载。
他很有型的拒绝了我。
他：你不知道吗，男生是不用雨伞的。
我：喔......
呆滞了一秒，回过神来。
我：可是你不用担心。我的雨伞是没有图案的，而且还是暗色的。
他：真的不用啦。
还不死心。
我：....喔。是有牌子的喔。（还以为这么一说他会放心的借伞）
他：真的不用啦。明天见咯！掰掰！

看见他跑在雨中。

真的搞不懂。淋雨会感冒的。

究竟不撑伞的男生是大男人呢还是太爱美了？

Friday I'm in love

2010-06-26T02:08:00.008+08:00

喝下两杯，感觉肚子热热了
闪光灯和震耳的bass，身体随着音律摆动
因为还没吃晚饭，肚子很快饿了
回家的路上随便打包了猪肠粉，还有一些不好吃的鱼丸
到家，播放着电视节目，可又没看，只顾着吃
嘴里的食物还没来得及咽下去，就开口说话
把过去没来得及update对方的，都统统一次过讲完
爽，好久没这样了
虽然每天都住在同一间家，但是好像好久没这样
我们终于恢复了从前的八卦
过后又不想睡
天气冷冷的，就窝在咋们家的小型电影院吧
管他明天天要塌下来，咋们家的猪会睡死的

原来这就是星期五之恋!!!
热辣辣的，历经了心跳加速的快感，
纠缠着，残留了不舍之情
却诱人的期待拥有下一个

去吧

2010-06-19T23:29:00.003+08:00

一大班的朋友胸怀大志，不断的找寻理想，实现梦想。或许我这样说，你会开始不同意这种想法。也许梦想对你来说太抽象了。

大部分已踏入社会的，邂逅了现实，也体会了，思想开始较踏实。就说他们成熟了吧。看见还在追寻理想的人，他们就利用现实挫挫他们的志气。

现实的人并没有错，因为现实和理想，梦想本来就是两回事。他们只是将现实说明给还在梦想的人，因为不希望有一天，看着梦想的人跌倒。

梦想其实也没错，因为每一件事的起头都有梦想。如果莱特兄弟没有想飞的梦想，那人们现在可以轻易的飞来飞去吗？梦想也是推动力。

两方面都没有错，那又是怎么说？

我说，有梦想的人去吧！现实的人，不要挫他们的志气，让他们去吧。就做他们背后的支柱。

Random mode

2010-06-08T23:49:00.002+08:00

Today has been a heavy working day for me. Finishing everything at almost 9pm. While walking to the station I feel myself a zombie. I can't recall how I walked to the station but i manage to. I stood like a wood and stare blank in the train with my earphone bombarding my ear drums.

I thought to myself, it's tiring, tiring, tiring and all about tiring.
Looking at everyone in the train, I thought to myself, they are tiring, tiring, tiring and all about tiring.

When everything is so damned tiring, the train stopped.

I walked out of the train and coincidentally saw two men with leading sticks walked out from the other cabin. I meet blind passengers in Bdr Tasik Selatan station quite often, so it's usual. But somehow, today is unusual.

I saw another two men walking behind the blind men, each holding one's shoulder, helping them with the staircase. One of the men was asking the blind men about the lrt ticket in order to exit. I supposed they do not know each other.

When everything is so damned tiring, I realized a spark of warmth among the tiring hollow people.

I never thought about tiring on the rest of my journey home.
At least, the earth is still blessed.

Angeline's new hobby

2010-06-01T23:30:00.000+08:00

My friend started to take photography seriously when he bought himself dslr yang bercanggih-canggih and loads of gadgets and kits and whatsoever stuff that he called them as his wives. He then started Flikr account, blog about photography, and is officially married to his so called wives.

Another friend of mine take up something more fancy and bought himself Holga and Mini Instax.

The other friend of mine who fall in love with music and dedicate his life to music composing and music related stuff.

Recently, I figure that its too much boring for me to dedicate my life to working days only. So I decided it's time for me to take something seriously. It's hard though for someone who has determination that lasted for only 5 minutes to eventually take 'something seriously'. My last hobby was last year when adopted a few gold fish and they ended up in ground instead of water.Pathetic!

Confession, I have a weirdest unintentional habit. I'm a movie freak but it doesn't end after I left the cinema. OK, I kept every movie tickets which I have watched since 2007. Weird?

Usually I will simply slot all the tickets into the envelope. Since i'm thinking of 'taking it seriously'. I bought a photo album last Saturday while lepaking in the mall. Happily I placed all of the tickets. Whilst sorting out the movie tickets, Lynn and I created a childish game called ‘Guess-The- Movie’. She will pick any movie tickets out of my envelope and she will hint me on the language, genre or dates of the movie. Then I will have to tell her the title of the movies and details for the movie out for example who did I go with, the movie plot and whatsoever. Such memorable!

I like how the tickets looks like when they aged, with the yellowish edges. Some 2007 tickets eventually faded off already.

Ok, that's all for my new hobby :)

Sleep off

我好吗？你很好。

2010-05-15T02:37:00.010+08:00

今天写华语:P

开工两个星期了.开工以来，我特别期待星期五晚上。所以星期五特别重要，要和特别的人做特别的事。尽管只是和朋友聚会吃晚餐，就是最特别的了。今晚也是。然后把自己关在房里，做自己想做的事。今天就在这里涂鸦。

就‘话话’工作吧!

工作以来，我都不怎么和别人谈起工作。不是过得不好。只是.....觉得不一样了。也不知道那里不一样。上次也实习了两个月，都很开心。那时最喜欢有摄影。这次的实习，还说不出最喜欢什么。

公司很好，很大。我还需要点时间习惯一些程序的运作。这次有太多同事了，每天都好像看见新的脸孔。我是慢热的人啦，又不常主动。还好同事很友善。自于上司...总挂来说，我有两个supervisors。一个较高职位的大部分的时间都在外头公干，所以把我交给另一个‘保姆’。刚开始听了不少大家对我家保姆的看法，当下很战兢，现在还是如此。其实相处下来，她还蛮疼我的。至少还没被开枪。;P 短短的两个星期她教会了我好多东西。给了我一些其他实习生得不到的经验。下个礼拜尽敢敢摆我上阵了。我只好自生自灭了。

看来生活不错吧。只是天天来回的路途，有点累。可以坐在家里的时间也不超过三个小时。得和猫头鹰的生活说掰掰了。好不舍得哦。惟礼拜五破例 ;P 开心开心

生活好像也缺少了一点的刺激。是时候寻找了。找回一些自己喜欢的东西。

约了朋友吃早餐。
所以就此，早安！

=.=

2010-05-02T00:16:00.005+08:00

I am getting tired when people start asking : What are you studying? Because as most of the time people will not understand my answer to that. So every time when i was asked that question, i would have to repeatedly explain it all over again, again and again until i would make it short and say : oh, you know journalist for newspapers and TV station? yea, that's what mass comm is all about. Hey,i am graduating here, but i still can't stop explaining it to people. I am tired of explaining anyway....

And of recent, while fetching dad back from airport with another business friend of his, after the stupid long 'advertising and PR' explanation i was given a disappointed reaction.
Uncle said: har! PR ah! no use one la study that!
OK, uncle i knew your daughters are doing pharmacy in UK.
Like WHATEVER!!!

The other funniest case, when granny knew i ll be starting my internship in advertising agency, she called my aunt complaining that my job is hard, because i have to work in a factory creating advertisements and stick them on the pole.
Ain't my granny so cute! XD

会想念的

2010-04-29T00:38:00.003+08:00

夜了
躺在床上写部落格
边听着收音机播着我爱的音乐
路易在楼下玩耍，玩具在地上打滚着，噼里啪啦
隐约还听见屋后的海浪声

以前总是特地老远驾车到海边去，现在反而搬得近了却很少去了

回来休息两个星期，我都带路易跑步
可笑的是经过海边却也没有停下来走上沙滩
今天狠心的地丢下了路易，一个人去海边坐坐
因为海边是路易的禁地
路易就没福享受这个美丽的下午咯

今天的海浪很凶猛，好像饥肠辘辘的狮子
不停的向我冲着来，歇斯底里的咆哮
我就让烦恼都给它吞噬了
天边的云彩点缀了心中的平安,宁静

看来就快要想念听浪了
今夜就听个饱吧

Pathetic up in the air experience

2010-04-20T17:58:00.003+08:00

It wasn't hard to just get a 45 mins flight back home for holiday. But it seems that it is always hard for a person who is never on time!

Was just 20 minutes to board the plane, I was still running about in the airport and just in time to find out that the boarding counter was closed. It took this little devil some effort to show her sympathetic face until the workers processed the boarding pass.

The most pathetic up in the air experience ever.

I shall be happily enjoying my summer holiday at home instead of my red hot Bangkok trip. Have to canceled my first ever backpack trip, this is real pathetic!

路痴路痴路痴路痴路痴路痴路痴

2010-04-15T12:40:00.005+08:00

世界上其实真的有方向痴的。就是那种没有方向感的人。我就是。东南西北，左右都分不清。走过的路，虽然走上了一百遍都还会迷路。是个超级先天的路痴。

就在人生十字路口徘徊。
呆滞。
回头的路是死路，那只有一个选择，就是向前。那就向前吧，迷失就迷失，路都是人走出来的，哪怕走不出自己的路。

路痴啊，你下个月开始工作了。请你醒醒鼎鼎啊！

午夜十二的情绪化

2010-03-14T23:16:00.004+08:00

我望着窗外
夜雨一直下

窥探城市
诱人的夜景

听着戴佩妮的
一个人的行李
突然有潜逃的意念

问自己
是要怎样

他说
出去淋湿自己
好冲动噢

一直想用这个题目写一篇激情的故事，快半年了，一个字都写不出。
以后吧

Going Dumb

2010-03-09T23:44:00.005+08:00

Heard bout the movie Before Sunset. I have not watch before, but my cousin did. She claimed that the movie is so irritating because throughout the whole 1 hour 30 mins, there is just conversation between the actor and actress. And to my surprise, how irritating a film would be which bring it as far to be nominated in a list of film festivals' awards and finally was nominated in Oscar Awards in 2005.

I would definitely like to grab this movie some day. Share with me if you have it!

Before Sunset reminds me of conversation between people. People hardly speak to one another nowadays.Even if my housemate is 10 steps away from my room to hers, i will prefer to msn her; My colleague was just sitting next to my desk and he msn me about dinner later; And my friend even save his phone bills to online sms his sweetheart. O gosh, can we just do it the traditional way!

Interesting huh >-<

写给你

2010-03-08T01:27:00.005+08:00

喜欢看你专心工作的样子。

怎么以前一直都没发现呢？

你要加油！对自己的作品有信心点！

那天的小小发表会，别人对你的赞赏与肯定，我们的确为你骄傲。

这是一个艰辛的长跑；但当你往后看，我们都在后面为你加油打气！

要看见大家对你疼惜有加噢！

要告诉你的一番话，面对面时，又不知怎么说；都写在这儿了，希望就有那么一天你会知道。

知己

坏习惯

2010-02-26T18:30:00.003+08:00

不知曾几何时养成的坏习惯,一压力就狂抓起枕头,把脸窝进枕头里然后歇斯底里的大喊。

喊完了心里也几舒服一下的！
可是喉咙痛了。

哈，活该！

I am now......

2010-02-08T00:19:00.003+08:00

Has been a lil' mixing of procrastinate and lazy lately.
Lazy to talk, lazy to attend hang-outs, dinners, lunches and procrastinate for my mid term study, assignments ....so forth.
What a good starts for a year ....so sarcastic....chill lar >.<

Have not even transfer the photos of Penang trip during mid of Jan from Bryan's slr, just because im too lazy to plug in the charger to charge the slr batts.
Yes, I am unsavable lazy people.......

By the way, the trip was great.
O, due to lil mixing of confusion and tiredness inside that time, I have made a random plan and here i goes, Penang.
Met 3 long lost friends in Penang, get food, food, food and just food everyday.
A wonderful,relaxing just- friends and food- tripand it did the magic tricks of 'healing me' though >.<

Chinese New Year approaching....
Can't recall how i pass through those 22 years of new years.
This will be my 23rd though.
Not sure if i have passed through too many of it, Chinese New Year seems to be as peace as any mundane days.

Gotta get something on for this new year for family, since i will be going back early.
Whatever it is, which will make new year a new year.
For family only, cheers!

乱

2010-01-18T19:21:00.005+08:00

扎乱的思绪.....

恨不得提起剪刀一瞬间把它剪下去
恨不得一把火把它给烧掉

烦恼扎乱烦死不去想忘掉逃掉离开都给我滚

天啊！才刚开始新学期，那么快就看上我，找上门，纠缠我。看来我太小看你了。
是我没预备好，应变能力差了，灵魂就这样被缠着了。

宝贝，快快回过神来吧！好多精彩等着你。
不会被打倒的，把它们一个一个修理掉！

What's up!

2010-01-13T19:17:00.005+08:00

An ending is a new start. Done with internship, currently back to school. Sounds like small kids returns to school. >.<

Back to the days with my flip flops, black worn-out bag, T and jeans, attend class with my just-woke-up look, hang-outs......woolala. Feel great again!
Not to say that internship wasn't 'woolala' , but not as cool as being a student. If you ask me which 1 i prefer....can i choose both >.<

During interns, I have met cool people, friends and been through a few commercial production love it except for times that i have to stay in office to work on the concept proposals..... >.<

Gonna end my student life in 4 months time. Keep asking myself : what do i expect? I seriously do not know....

Having attend one of the class with an experience lecturer, who has been working her life in this field, she always makes me feel stupid. She inspires me though, like her a lot. So call me stupid and i don't care >.<

Gonna stay cool, calm and pour in all my brain juices for this final sem >.< ....oooh ohhh, not forgetting to have loads of fun!

Well, this is my updates for now.
xoxo
Love me. Love you.

静默省思

2009-12-27T14:10:00.003+08:00

近日不断抽空见见久违的朋友们。很开心看见大家都为着自己的目标奔驰。大家聊聊天，分享，互相鼓励。我都把大家的话听进去了，自己静默省思。

老甲说：很多事情要趁着年轻时把握机会去做。不要让梦想沉没。

小乙说：梦想不能当饭吃。做人要求脚踏实地，现实点。

两者间的复杂和冲突。
还是老甲的话比较符合我的心意。

阿丙说：别天真，成熟点！你只是还没见过社会。或许以后你认识了“负担”和“责任”你就知道什么叫做Get Real!

阿丙的话虽然有点讽刺，但不完全没道理。
心动摇了....
我还是选择前者，老甲的信念。
当然梦想是要成就，但也必须兼顾“责任”。
我明白。

大丁说：一年又快过去了。现在是时候好好计划明年了。

我的计划和信念依旧不变。
一步一步把梦想变成理想。
要耐心。

如果梦想只能安葬，我宁愿没有梦想。

我还在这里

2009-12-10T21:28:00.004+08:00

今天，我又到了车站等待。就像每个旅行者一样，都在车站等待自己的巴士抵达。巴士到了就开始一个新的旅程到下一站去了。有些人有伴相陪，一起上路；有些是一个人独自上路的。我和其他的旅行者相论，得知今天又有一个旅行者的巴士抵达了。我们开心地挥别了他，祝福他一路顺风。或许哪一天我们又会在哪一站邂逅。我又嫉妒，即羡慕他。手里紧紧地握着我的自由护照；我还在等待我的巴士。我不晓得巴士什么时候抵达，会不会抵达？所以我打起十分的精神留意着，因为我不想错过。

P/s: R,代我问候中国啦！你终于"远走高飞"了:P ，祝福你！等着你满载而归的故事.

病了啦！

2009-12-08T00:09:00.003+08:00

我讨厌吃药。好像慢慢的在把化学药物吞进肚子里。感觉自己好像未来的机械人一样，必须靠着化学药物生存。

简单的生存之道，怎么变得何等的复杂了。

p/s:好久没写了......都忙上班的,连朋友都好难见面了。大家可好吗？乘着生病闲着，写着玩。上个礼拜刚刚邂逅了21，进入22的那天很开心！好多好多惊喜！谢谢大家为我准备的,祝福的 :)

病好了明天又要上班了。

Ms. Director diary

2009-10-21T12:29:00.004+08:00

Guess this will be my 1st and only diary of Miss director.
At least i have a chance to understand what is the feeling of being a director .

Pre-production,
A week before production- Relax....fooled around....

4 days before production- Weird feeling started to overwhelmed

The day before production- Stressed up. Lack of talent + search for location + paper works + bla bla bla.....we are called the 'last minute fans'.

First day of production,
Totally stressed. Afraid things didn't go smoothly, keep on reminding group mates, end up becoming the most nagging director in the world. Worst, rained.....a few outdoor shoots screwed up. Crisis management. Conclusion, everyone's tension state boost up to 110% .

Second day of production,
3.30am thunder storm rain. 1st thought, damned it! Woke up and keep praying for rain to stop. Waited until 6.15am, supposed to depart to location at 6.45am. Woke my project manager for crisis management. Delayed shooting time to 9.30am. Rained stopped...it's the perfect sunny morning :) . All shots are good. Re-shoot some shots screwed by the rain the day before. Everything goes smoothly. Conclusion, our state of tension decrease to 20%.

Third day,
All indoor shots. Most challenging shots of all the shots. Some disagreement.....feel reluctant. Meditate myself. We try to take everything easy, try to forget about tiredness and exhaustion. 4.30pm last shot and wrapped up the whole production. 1st thought, isit over?! State of tension drop to -0.1%. Lepak at producer's house + starts acting crazy. Director of photography belanja us the meal. Seems that everyone is so happy and relieved. Project manager passed me the 2 tapes of the whole production and keep reminding me that the tapes are with me...hmmm....haha.

I reflect myself that night. A lot of challenges and crisis management though, but i really am enjoying everything.

Currently, left with post-production. 1 more hour to go before i enter the editing suite with the tapes. Kind of exciting to see the result but worried as well.

Awaiting for the 'new-born-baby'.Countdown 6 days to presentation day.

Abviously random

2009-10-17T20:54:00.003+08:00

Currently, cracking my head for another 5000 words for my report and exhausted to learn that I still have 2 shooting days to go through.

I need some brain juice and sugar rush for energy boost!

Life pace is getting faster and I m trying to catch up with it.

Two weeks away from internship...at least I still have a few days left to lepak and catch up with friends, do some shopping and a few movie marathon before turning myself into an O-W-L.
croo-croo

Confession of butterflies

2009-10-01T20:20:00.003+08:00

Butterflies are pretty ..... but not when they are in your stomach!
It does not feel good when there are a dozen of them in your stomach. I never realize my stomach has such huge space to occupy a dozen of them.

I just have to confess that I have butterflies in my stomach before my presentation..... as in everytime and I hate it so much! I wonder I have been through thousands of presentation but these stupid butterflies still likes to attack me unnecessarily.
Sometimes these butterflies did their best to cramp my stomach.
Oh gosh....when can these butterflies just leave me alone.

Today
Ms. P: I have butterflies in my stomach!
Me: Me too!
Ms. P: My butterflies are turning into dinosaurs.

At it again

2009-09-08T19:14:00.006+08:00

Getting back to real life isn't that bad after all. Maybe all this while I'm just tired and chose to escape.

Leaving my comfort zone is always a challenge for me. Need to readjust myself.

Having mixed feeling lately......Weird.

Found myself being an addict lately , but not on drugs nor alcohol. Just glued my eyes to Gossip Girls and CSI series.

Workloads and chores are awaiting to be done, but I have not touch one yet. Have been fooling around a lil' too much though. Will start soon... but dunnoe how soon :P

Calendar starts to load with dates and appointments.

Missing Louis badly. Here's my lil' Louis ..... as promised.

What ya' looking at?!!

I'm wondering .... will he miss me too?

Will be having some sort of "escape-vacation" during raya with my church's friend. Well....just a simply 3 days 2 nights trip. Hope I'll enjoy .... the fact is I'm quite reluctant to join them at first.

Well, this is me recently.

xoxo
Full-stop.

休息为走更长远的路

2009-08-24T16:20:00.002+08:00

这次要走多远呢？

嘻.......

准备了行李箱，
把心情统统收拾好，
塞满了行李箱，
锁好，狠狠的丢进大海里。
待时间到了，就空手上路。
什么也不带，没关系。
一切所需要的，
都已经准备好了。
旅者要重新上路了。

Call me a baby-sitter!

2009-08-24T15:34:00.002+08:00

I am back home doing what I am suppose to do....Baby-sitting!!!

Baby-sit as in not the real real 'baby' but my "baby" brother and "baby" Louis.

Louis is golden mix labrador,the new member in the house. A very pampered + hyperactive + mischievious baby dog. Ever since I was back he is the alarm clock in the morning and the alarm clock for "Time-for-walk". Louis barks for everything he wants, unfortunately we can't understand his language. So, sometimes we got upset and frustrated with him.....however, no one will have the heart to scold him. He is definitely too cute to be scolded XP

I guess Louis will be more well-pampered than my "baby" brother.

One of my mission back here is to baby-sit my "baby" brother for his around-the-corner PMR exam. However i have just realised that he does not need me that much already. So I just have to become his part time driver and playmates.

While I am writing this, my "baby" brother left me at home for his camp trip for some days and "baby" Louis is soundly asleep in his dreamland.

I consider myself quite boring sometimes XP
Gonna get myself prepare for a brand new sem as well and get a job for internship.

Congrats me!

2009-08-16T00:45:00.020+08:00

Wooooohooo...

13 Assignments n Exams time is declared temporary over!

Although we have those hate-ful + busy-ful life....but i guess I enjoy throughout no matter how hate-ful and busy-ful it is. I thought it was wonderful on the other side :P

Life is quite contented though n D' seven things we do to de-stress.....

1. Have some good food + good time with friend is the best de-stress therapy ever.

Yes, the food is definitely Delicious *-^

2. There's excuse for you to do something crazieee, to de-stress kononya.

Asking Jlo to become chameleon... see how her green suits the just painted ugly green wall in school.

Choose to become a ghost which haunt editing room .

3. It's ok to snuggle with teddies

4. Go shoot someone in arked to release stress before late night movie

5. Food is the best medicine while stress-up

Haunting for McD's breakfast coupons during discussion. But in the end ffk people cos overslept.

6.Unintentionally broke people's heart...not an excuse!!!

Broke someone's " heart " during discussion....I did said Sorry!!

7. Do some stupid msn video call chatting to destress

Spot that?! Corine's brain look so blotted in Tiff video call. Tiff was so proud when me n Lynn got so supprise with what her video call can do Xp

Aftermath of stress.....

Or you will never care if you are in the right state of mind.

But treat all that with a smile ;)

And I realised most of these moments, your friends will always be there for you... sweet!!!

And broke my record with 4 hours sleep everyday for almost 2 weeks + one 48 hours non-sleep. Then yesterday after the sushi+ice-cream+retail+movie+hangouts theraphy with my sis and friends....I immediately collapsed for 10 hours.

Now gotta get paralyze a while before shooting in the morning to finish up the redo of our video. Then I shall officially officiate my holidays!

Ciao

请留我一个微笑

2009-08-06T00:06:00.003+08:00

快透不过气来了；
还是要撑下去；
不停的提醒自己要打起精神来;
不然就会全军覆没；
所以不可以叹气。

要微笑

I know you guys are gonna kill me !!!!

2009-07-29T22:53:00.004+08:00

I am so dead!!!!!

Missed 2 of my buddies birthday !!!

Crap ! x100

I never miss the dates !

I'm so not forgiven!!!

I'm so so so sorry!!! x 1 million

I did not mean it !!!!!

面壁思过

I swear i will never ever repeat the mistakes again!!!!

Happy so belated birthdays!!!! :(

My insanity craps

2009-07-14T23:05:00.005+08:00

I plan to pack myself in a parcel and post myself to North Pole, so I can meet my polar bear and penguin friends there and forget about all my friends named 'Assignments' here, cos they aren't treating me well lately, then I decided to abandon them.

So be nice to me, or else i will abandon you too XP

Though have been lepak-ing a lot lately with my lepak-crappy-friends and crap all the lame jokes from the "superman-jokes" to North Pole's "penguin-joke". Okay...we have fun talking craps, gossip-ing, competing lame jokes and laugh at each other. I am so ME lately!Agree?!! XD

There's a chinese proverb saying 'work bitterly before you could relax sweetly'.... mine was vice versa unfortunately. My to-be-expected bitter time is just around the corner. Altogether 13 to be done assignments + exams to-do-list is out. Wheeew....luckily it's 13 and not more than that XD

OK...end of all the craps. I did not get to post myself to North Pole cos after I get into the parcel, no one is sending the parcel to the post office. XD

I will survive!!! Might be M.I.A for a short short short period from here.
Send my regards to yourself!
Love you
Love myself
Love everyone

Still within my comfort zone

2009-07-05T12:33:00.002+08:00

I don't like changes, I'm uncomfortable with it.
For me changes means new environment, new stuff . It 'unofficially' intrude my comfort zone.

But I always forget that I should not demand people and things to adapt to me; On the other way round, I should adjust myself to adapt to the new changes.

Flexible
Adaptable
Teachable
Theory....

XP

2009-06-29T19:22:00.009+08:00

In screen writing class....

Lecturer: Now tell me a story of romantic scene.

Ah Di: Ok....eerm...in a living hall...

Lecturer: Wow, living hall! So what's with the living hall?

Ah Di: There's a couple...a boy and a girl. Then there's an earthquakes. The boy and the girl were
dying..... The boy says to the girl ..."I love you!" .

Lecturer: Hmm.....that's all? No, think for another one, we shall get back to you later.

After the others finish their stories, the lecturer turned to Ah Di .....

Lecturer: So.... how was it?

Ah Di: Ok.....same situation! But this time the boy says to the girl .......... " You die, I die!"

....................

Have a good day ..... cos i had one! XP
p.s: no offense yea!

Was munching, Am munching....

2009-06-24T00:14:00.009+08:00

munching...munching...munching...

I just can't stop munching ain't I XP
Forgive me, I just can't live without food.....I mean food as in ALL FOOD and definitely JUNK ones.

Aunty dropped by yesterday loading me with FOOD. My favorite ones....and most importantly, these food contained high 'sugar' level. Want to know why?

Aunty baked me Honeycomb cake
+
Sis and cousin baked me cinnamon bread roll
+
Mummy fried a whole big tin of fish crackers
+
and prepared my favorite apple and chicken pie filling, each flavor 3 packets... so i can made my sandwiches.
+
Cookies ( unfortunately I have just finish a packet of it while typing this blog :P)

See, high 'sugar' level....full with SWEETNESS from heart .... I'll get 'diabetic' very soon.
These food should last me for a few weeks.....hopefully... cos i can't stop munching as long as I sees FOOD in my house.

p.s: Should catch up with my weight soon.... like i care! However, it's making me home-sicking

Cheers dude!

Random past event

2009-06-13T19:56:00.012+08:00

Summer Escapade 2009 graduation fashion showcase

Everyone saw the pictures of post production of the event but never saw the pre-production one. A lot of hard work and fun of the backstage crews. THX!

Designers

Our boy on the runway :P

random sharing

2009-06-07T21:16:00.006+08:00

"Don't be too concerned with what was and what will be. Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift, That is why it is called the present."

It's from a movie...precisely cartoon.
GUESS!
Kungfu's Panda by the adorable sifu character.

P.s: Saw it and copied from Tian's blog.....so like it!As a little reminder for myself too XD

Smile for the day!!! ^^

'Was' blind

2009-05-28T18:13:00.007+08:00

Woke up quite early in the morning...i do not want to miss my PASS class.
However, i could not open my eyes.

I meant it ....i could not open my eye!

Left side of my eye could not open like usual.
I felt irritation in the eye and it scared me out of hell.

I jump out of bed,washed my eye with hell lot of water.
It became worst, cos i end up cannot open both eyes .
If i open the right eye, my left eye will irritate.

I thought something caught in my eye, but i can't find that 'something'.
Then we assumed that i had conjunctivitis, cos my IT lecturer was infected last week.

Have to thank Bobo for coming all the way from her house and drove me to the clinic.
And thanks to Jlo who become my 'nanny' to lead the way cos i was 'BLIND' .
Not easy being blind....can't see a thing. I don't like it! Now i know how does it feel being blind.

Then the whole morning i was blind.
Evening half blind.
Night recovered.
Thank God!
Or else i will not be able to complete my assignments which due next week.
And i cannot afford to miss my media law and IMC classes.

P.s:Doctor couldn't tell what happen to my eye. But it was not conjunctivitis and not BLIND definitely XD However the doctor did scared me when he said if i am not recover by today he gonna send me to the specialist where they will have to dilate my pupil and examine my eye under microscope.....ewwweeeee......no wonder i recover fast :P

Pirate of the day XD

Status: recovered! But will go for checkup tomorrow.
Lesson learnt: take good care of your eyes. For those who like to rub your eyes....please don't!

Her point of view

2009-05-24T23:14:00.014+08:00

Today, went for a random window-shopping spree with friends since we do not want to stay at home for weekend, but financially poor for shopping.

Here's the story.....

Went into a boutique which the brand start with a 'D'. Grabbed a few pretty dresses and accessories. Before entering the fitting room I passed the dresses to the worker to undo the hanger. The worker is a she, Chinese girl, age around 23-24, long colored straight hair,nicely dressed, fair skin, thin, tall, quite a pretty girl.....

She undo the hangers of the dresses one by one quietly....until she saw the white belt I'm holding....

" Miss ar.....that belt hor....not suitable for the dress lol." (in chinese)

I just replied her with a small grin - How you know which dress I want to wear with?

My friend's sis was trying out her garments for dinner in the cubicle next to mine. So every time after putting on the garments we will do the typical 'critics section' with the rest standing outside the cubicle.

Out of sudden....

" Miss ar....that dress did not suit you lol..." (pointed to my friend's sis)

Then
.
.
.

everyone turned slowly towards the girl and gave her a grin.
Thinking of breaking the ice, i grabbed the white belt and passed it to my friend's sis.

"Try this, maybe this will do a little difference....." ( seriously i have not finish my line)

"O miss ar, not suitable lar.I think....totally out of context lol and won't do any difference."

I did not reply her this time.

After sometime, half way changing into my own clothes, I heard her non stopping giving her opinion .

"Miss ar, in my PROFESSIONAL point of view, i think hor this one not suitable........." ( she did emphasize that or else i won't overheard that clearly!)

I paused
.
.
.

I forget the next few words she uttered..... I'm not interested in anyway and honestly felt a little annoyed ALREADY - Excuse me, which point of view do you mean?
Even her collegues ignored her when she asked her to assist our choices.

To sum up a the story, we walk out of the boutique empty handed, but annoyed.

I lub u!!!!

2009-05-19T00:31:00.004+08:00

Someone told me,

I'm blessed.

Yes, I'm....abundantly indeed.

p.s:

received a sweeeeeeeeet picture msg from my lil' bro. I love him so much!

solved some 'sisterly' matter with my sis. I love you so much too!

mum knows me the most. She realized Angie not in the mood to talk = she need time on her own....so she did not call to bug me.
dad called to make sure everything is ok on my side.
Love both of you abundantly!

pls forgive me if i did something bad....i didn't mean it.

Sometimes when you love, you need to say it out....act it out!
Love does not just stays in heart.

so, i decided to say it out loud!

妞 - 女=丑！

2009-05-17T16:11:00.004+08:00

再漂亮的女孩，也会因着内心隐藏着的傲慢变得丑陋。

有否听闻：人的本性会不知不觉地显露出来。
用不着太多时间，也不用太多的理解。

Ain't shopaholic ?!

2009-05-08T16:21:00.007+08:00

Weeeeee...... Summer Escapade Fashion Show will be just around the corner. Preparation is still in progress. We are left with putting on the stage's backdrop, some printing stuff, a few decisions to be made and getting clothes from the sponsors' boutiques.

It was fun being part of it. Being part of a fashion showcase is always in my life-to-do-checklist. I'm fulfilling it!

Thursday,
went with the lecturer-in-charge to one of our sponsors' boutique to collect garments.

The most happiest part is when you can just grabbed any pretty garments without looking at the price tag! Duh~i did not have to pay for it..... :p

The most funniest part .... i would say the progress of choosing garments. It was hard though to choose limited garments from the unlimited bunch of garments in the boutique. Have you ever watch 'Devils Wear Prada' ? Okay, let me put it this way....what happen if someone chose the wrong garments for the runway ...... Meryl Streep will twist her lips. Don't have to guess.....it happened to me! When i saw the lecturer twisted her lips, i automatically nodded my head so low and pulled myself away.

The most tiring part.... imagine if you have been choosing the garments for 3 hours in the same boutique and twisting your brain to choose the correct garments so you will not get the twisted lips. I get dizzy and eventually the world around me started to turn upside-down.

Watch 'Shopaholic'? I guess every girl dreamt of being a shopaholic with infinity amount of money to spend.
But... i never thought of being a shopaholic could be so tiring somehow....

BP

2009-05-03T15:48:00.029+08:00

It's not the fuel station BP however...

Batu Pahat. 4 days 3 nights trip.

Drive down in 2 cars with 6 of us to Lynn's and Mcee's hometown

Walk a lot, eat a lot, talk a lot, laugh a lot, gossip a lot, play a lot, being bullied a lot, bullied people a lot, have fun a lot ........

on the other hand revealed some mysteries A LOT .... lol :P

The coolest tour guide!

The mission for FOOD...

Gone to Muar too, for this .....

Lynn's mum take extremely good care of us. Thank you, Aunty!

Extras fun....

Being bullied.....but Nie nie took revenge for me alrd :p

Have fun baby-sitting Lynn's nephew too...cute Enzo

Conclusion: too much fun making my brain retarded temporary currently!

What will life be?

2009-04-30T12:34:00.004+08:00

Was surfing blogs and found that a lot of my friends were graduated or are graduating very soon.... including me though still another year to go ....

Gonna step into a whole new stage of life lol! Everyone ponders what will life be, what will future be ..... me too.

What will life be?

but there's a thing for sure that will always be part of my life....

Yes, it's you, my friend :)

Sweet le... :P
Muacks XOXOXOXOXO

Small-gas ghost!!!!

2009-04-28T00:30:00.007+08:00

refering to my so called 'public car' at home ( Got its 'public car' name from Boon Chin. Mainly because alot of people at home have been sharing this car, like my aunt, my sis and me. )

The 'small-gas-ghost' car have been throwing its tantrum lately. ..

Yesterday it turned worst when its battery died and we were stuckked somewhere in KT, then have to send S.O.S. So sorry that, Boon Chin and Carmen have to be involved in such situation.

Today , 'small-gas-ghost' really act to its best to annoyed me totally. The cooler tank boiled like crazy that i have to stop somewhere and waited for nearly an hour for it to cool down its temper. The best part, im in my 'best' pyjamas cos thinking that fetching my bro from school did not require me to step down from car.

Embarrass!!! x100

'Small-gas-ghost' i don't like you!!!
I prefer my Bao Bei much more better than you!!!

p.s: Small-gas-ghost translate from chinese - 小气鬼

拍掌的原理

2009-04-22T20:07:00.002+08:00

拍掌是两只手用力的合在一起，空气振动，产生响亮的掌声。

所以，一只手是拍不响的！

只能拍蚊子

:P

18 SG

2009-04-20T20:29:00.008+08:00

Did something crazy for photography final assignment.

My topic: Anorexia
Warning: You might found a few pictures disgusting

I place this in my msn dp.....people requested me to change my disgusting dp :P

The rest please log in to my flickr .... too lazy to upload :P

camera: 350D Canon

NOW: waiting for my exam to finish, so i can go home again! Miss home badly though i have just flew back KL 10 hours ago.

Long awaited holidays

2009-04-14T16:18:00.007+08:00

Finally arrived

Lynn and MCee touched down in Vietnam for their backpack trip yesterday.
Bobo, Yang Yang and Nie Nie will fly to Taiwan in less than 62 hours.

I insist to come back.... i so miss everything at home.
But, my holidays will be spent with assignments and revision.

I still owe my lecturer a speech, a press release and a news article for my final assignments.
And my literature exam on 23rd ..... i need to fly back for exam next week and fly home again. Wish me luck for my exam!

I'm having a good time at home though!!!
xoxoxoxoxoxo

What am I?

2009-04-04T00:41:00.003+08:00

Somebody tell me!
Because i don't know!
Am i a friend or am i a foe?

my lines for my poetry reciting night.......

Time were all committed to workloads

and

no space for caring?

I wonder

and ponder .....

Have forgotten how to care?

Numb ?

Shouldn't be ....

Need to restart ....

Sometimes, life is not all about 'I'.
Am still a learner of life journal.
Seems that I have learn something more important during this poetry reciting night .
Good for me ^^

English Literature class Jan 2009 rocks! Loves everyone! See you all during exam xoxoxoxo

Amicitia

2009-04-01T22:34:00.005+08:00

....a Latin word which means Friendship.

Like the poster? It's my work :P
There's another nicer one done by Ms. Cherry :)

Extol the wonders of friendship with us.
Come join us for the night, it's free admission after all.
Yes, its you....I'm telling you to come!

Poetry Reciting Night
brought to you by: English Literature Class Jan 2009

I hate april fool

2009-04-01T22:29:00.003+08:00

but Happy April Fool ......

Love everyone!
Don't look around .... yes, it's you!

Muacks xoxoxoxoxoxo
huggies

A day with hot air balloon

2009-03-30T15:38:00.013+08:00

Was sick but do not want to miss out the hot air balloon in Putrajaya.
The weather was as hot as the balloons ..... :P

16 balloons all together, if im not mistaken. Balloons from Switz, Germany, Japan etc.
Balloons were so cute, so colorful, variety designs and so huge.

I love balloons because they fly :P

So, what have i miss end of the day?
lost my voice

-dn

2009-03-17T21:12:00.004+08:00

nwod-edis-

a word to describe my current so called 'lifestyle'

My short term goal: sleep early in the morning and woke up just in time to catch my lunch.

God is fair .Everyone were given 24 hours per day.

I spent mine ....

8 hours sleeping
some hours for class
many hours for hang-outs
1/4 of the day doing something that i can't even recall
part of the day procrastinate
half of my day in front of laptop ( God knows doing what, cos my assignments are still that much!)

and....i end up with a conclusion that 24 hours are just not enough.

Will live normal soon i hope.

不直

2009-03-13T22:38:00.002+08:00

无中生有
扭曲事实
胡扯

Losing her

2009-03-11T02:28:00.004+08:00

9.18pm, 10th March.....

Discovered one of my little goldies acted unusual when i fed them. She seems unwilling to eat nor swing her tail. I am so worried that she was sick , so i moved her to another container where she overturned herself and seems to have breathing problems. I couln't do anything but sat there accompanied her for hours , just hoping that she will get well..... she is weaker by time and breath softer.

...... She went to heaven eventually :(

Angela said when a fish dead it bring with it the owner's bad luck....sorta blessing the owner in another sense. I knew it was just words of comfort.

I smell something 'FISHY'

2009-03-08T13:53:00.008+08:00

New members in the house ....tada!!!

My new goldies !!!

I have always wanted to get some goldies at home.

These goldies were given by beloved Bobo Chong. She won these from Bunkasai night last thursday. Thanks Bobo!

My goldies are attracted to Minnie.... guess they love Minnie as much as I do

I wish I could name them ...... however i wouldn't know which is which in the end :P

Still standing...

2009-03-06T00:14:00.005+08:00

and ALIVE !!!

Mentally mold in becoming more 'Shakespearence' by my literature lecturer;

Depression-proof installed by my seminar lecturers;

'Chocolate theory' trained by my media writing lecturer;

Some odd pronunciation adapted from my photography lecturer;

and recently infected with 'words-allergies' by someone from the club. - o yea, im allergic to the word ' reluctant' , especially when pointed to me.

Overall, still enjoying the overload and messy life .

To my dearest mates and dudes who are also struggling in the same line.....
CHEERS mate!!! We shall fight on together xoxoxoxoxo

* Special guests will be moving into my apartment tonight. Check it out soon !!!

Now Listening: 思念是一种病

A-D-D-I-C-T-E-D

2009-03-02T01:57:00.004+08:00

Getting addicted to youtube .
Addicted with this series of 'thinge'- I have no idea what should i call it.

*Nite, folks!

Trying to re-adjust my sleeping schedule lately .... or else you will see me in sleeping disorder, more pimples, darker panda eyes and some other unknown effect. -No wonder recently my emotional ups and downs are so distinctive!

Procrastina - tor

2009-03-01T23:56:00.008+08:00

I came back from lunch with my friend, then I figured that I need to get my final report started. I fall asleep half way through and when i woke up it was already 6pm. OK.... half day gone. Then I checked my mails, surf the net and had a little chat..... My friend said I will not be in time to finish my stuff by today if I continue to procrastinate. I denied and I figured that I will prove that he is wrong.

Now all I gotta say is: Dude, you'r right. I am not able to finish my stuff by today. >_<

* Aiks .... people like to procrastinate just because they thought they still have plenty of time.

Photography assignment too

2009-02-26T21:25:00.019+08:00

Another photography mission
I kinda enjoyed this one better
because it's an outdoor one....which means I gotta go out and play !!! :P

Last time we tell human story, this time we tell 'non-human' story.

'Showing-off' extremely random Story-behind-the-scene photos of the half day lepak.

*the formal photos are in flickr

Canon EOS 350D + Olympus point- and-shoot

Photography assignment

2009-02-21T16:35:00.011+08:00

The photography mission never end....because the lecturer think my works sucks terrible.
I think so too.
My classmates think so three.

So what? RE-SHOOT lol ....

Having lotsa fun though.
Showing off some random 'backstage' photos :P

Camera: Canon EOS 350 D

*Honestly, I like my 'backstage' photos more than my homework.

F.A.T

2009-02-20T02:11:00.002+08:00

Need to inject some FAT into myself ;P

Flexible
Adaptable
Teachable

What's up next?!

2009-02-16T11:58:00.003+08:00

I do not want to know and i don't care either !!!!

Because I know HE will be there for me.....

Keep on believing in HIM and have faith in HIM .....

Just need to soar on.

Expecting something out of nothing ?!

Sounds challenging yet i like it!!!

Soar on!

Now listening: Camp Rock- This is me

To all my love ones,

2009-02-14T14:48:00.004+08:00

Happy Valentine!

Roses for my single friends!

Loves everyone! ^^

IF

2009-02-12T22:16:00.001+08:00

A girl overslept and was 10 minutes late than usual.She took a quick shower, grabbed her bag and rushed out of the house.

A boy woke up as usual. He took his shower, had his breakfast and left the house for class. While he was walking towards the elevator, he saw the girl next door clumsily locking the door. He supposed that she was late for the class. So he purposely took another 3 minutes to wait for the girl to enter the elevator.

The girl dropped her books while locking the door, which took her 1 minute to picked up the mess .When she ran for the elevator she was surprised that the boy actually waited for her. She was so grateful towards the boy. The clock was tickling. She knew she wouldn't have overslept and was so regret. When she reached the building she managed to get the elevator just upon her arrival. She hoped in. When the elevator is about to shut, she saw a bunch of students rushing towards the elevator. That day the girl wasn't late for class.

However, if the boy decided not to wait for another 3 minutes. The girl would have to wait for another elevator which took another 5 minutes. And when she reached the building she would have just missed the elevator and have to wait for another 10 minutes for the cramped-up elevator.The girl would have late for class and being warned by the lecturer. She will end up having a bad day.

Conclusion:3 minutes wouldn't be too much, but it might change others' day.

Thank you, the boy next door!

L-o-i-t-e-r

2009-02-10T14:51:00.010+08:00

I love to loiter.

Sitting at a corner, looking at the crowd and hoping to eavesdrop their stories.

I then gives everyone a name and a story.

Photography lecturer gave us a mission. I set my mission to be done yesterday. I brought along my friends. My theme was to loiter around and took pictures.

2009-02-08T03:16:00.002+08:00

Did something bad to a friend.... I hurt her and myself .....
I am bad today! I am not happy !

Possible?!

2009-02-08T02:39:00.002+08:00

There's always a possibility in impossibility.

小坏蛋

2009-02-05T00:26:00.002+08:00

小坏蛋扁嘴巴
不让姐姐抱

missing him badly...

梦想起飞

2009-02-03T10:44:00.002+08:00

When people fall into a comfort zone, they will tend to forget their dreams.....
.....forget how to soar again.

Have been soundly asleep for quite some time, guess it's time to soar again.

大家怎么啦?

2009-01-22T00:52:00.006+08:00

人来人往。
我站在街角。
人海茫茫。
大家都很匆忙似的。
是在追逐时间么？
我只站着。
累了，坐着。
盼望有个路人陪我聊天。

Football illiterate

2009-01-18T01:22:00.004+08:00

Man U Vs Bolton 1-0

I have to admit that today was my 1st time watching football publicly!
- Was actually watching at MCD with a few Man U supporters.
This was the 1st time i truly experience the excitement of watching football...... though i know nothing about football :P
The cutest thing i found during the match was the audiences' reaction.
Every single movement of the players were in the eyes of the audiences.
Every kick produces different sound from the audiences .....' aiyah'.....'walau'..... and of course loud cheers for the winner...... alienated words are unavoidable too *&^%@"^*@*&*&^%@
Aha, it's like a wind chime....whenever the wind blows it chimes :P

However, i enjoyed the night!

In love....

2009-01-12T01:42:00.005+08:00

with Estrella recently..... Stay
It's a nice piece of music!

2009-01-09T11:35:00.004+08:00

Cow: What is your resolution of the year?
Pig: I have no resolution this year. So that there will be more surprises.

旧的，新的

2009-01-09T00:59:00.002+08:00

好不容易找到了喜欢的，
却把它弄丢了。
沿着上课的路上找了几回还是找不着。

即使买个新的也找不回那种熟悉的感觉了

帮凶

2009-01-06T00:03:00.003+08:00

凶手和帮凶都是罪犯;
但.....如果帮凶是在不知情之下牵涉的，那帮凶算不算是受害者？
苦，只有受害者清楚，但帮凶更苦。
是自己不知情，又伤害了人，最后什么也帮不了。

哑巴吃苦瓜有口道不出!!!

凌乱

2009-01-01T17:50:00.005+08:00

2008年的最后一天没有灿烂烟花陪伴，
也没有热闹的喧哗。
但这一切不足以有家的温馨。

也没特别迟睡，只是睡不着。
反思了这一年得意和不得意的事。
原来这一些都免费的附送了上帝的恩典，
是无尽的恩典。
即是免费的，却常常滥用了 :(

睡醒了，发现我忘了感恩的事：
感谢上帝我还有机会迈进了2009。

和老远回来的朋友们约了吃午餐。
说着说着也不知谁开始了“ 想当年” 的话题。
每个人都抢着说“ 想当年 ” ，把餐厅闹翻了。
曾经看见一篇文章说，只有老人家才会说“ 想当年”的故事。
:)

又迈向22了。
不知道自己该带着什么心情，
也不知道自己该期待什么，
因为生活还是要一样的过。

数目是一直增长的，
素质也应随着增值。

未来是个未知数。
但要清楚方向，
那么活着就不是个“ 为什么 ”了。

Now Listening: 戴佩妮- 时间快转

Merry Merry B'lated Christmas !!!

2008-12-27T15:04:00.011+08:00

Have been busy all this while .... I don't care because it's my favorite season..... CHRISTMAS !!!
**This holiday is all about family .....

Oh oh ... before that.... Tada, this was my 2nd ' birthday cake'. It's actually a 'agar-agar cake' made by my aunty. A day before that i received a 'sushi birthday cake' from my beloved friends.
P.s : Please don't envy me .... :P

冬冬冬......至

* Had a sushi style 冬至 celebration

* She loves 汤圆

* A spoon full ....Yummy ....

* craving for it

* another baby cousin.... he's so handsome XD

Nite before Christmas

*Silent night dinner.a.k.a reunion dinner once in the blue moon

* Cucu- cicits with grandma

* Presents time !!! Kids just love it !

Christmas

* My bro definitely grows taller !

*Christmas dinner with cousins

Hope everyone had a great holiday season too !

Finally ....

2008-12-16T16:38:00.005+08:00

..... MOVED !

从这里看不见沙滩，

但可以清晰的听见波浪一波一波拚命的打在沙滩上，

很悦耳，很清心。

回到过去

2008-12-07T14:54:00.007+08:00

在家里越来越懒散了，好过份！
又煲戏，又煲碟，又煲食物，十足懒猪一只...... oink oink~

家里好乱啊！都堆满了箱子，看了都累..... 好讨厌搬家！

这几天我把所有 ' 财产' 搬出来分类，才发现原来我的东东好多。

' 财产 ' 里也有好多 ' 垃圾 ' 。
' 财产' ＋ ' 垃圾' ＝ ???

从前小时候一直都在维护的东东现在竟然变成垃圾了！
是 ' 财产 ' 还是 ' 垃圾 ' 我真的分不清楚了。
索性把它们都丢回了铁箱。
也许多几年后再拿出分类时，我还是会搞不清。

Ps. 不舍得，也许因为它们是我回忆的一部份。这几天都活在 ' 过去 ' 。

21

2008-12-04T21:34:00.002+08:00

..... is just a number.

No matter how small or how big the number is......life still goes on.

As usual...

muacks...xoxoxoxo

LOVE MYSELF

J+Lo=JLo

2008-12-03T12:57:00.002+08:00

原来乌云的上端是蓝天白云。

太阳终于出来了，雨过天晴。
晒晒太阳，心情好多了。

P/s: Today is our JLo's birthday. Happie 21st Burfday! Go get your pressie @ youtube ^^

Raindrops falling on my head....

2008-11-29T21:08:00.003+08:00

...and that's why i am sick now.

The rain never stop since i touched down in kt..... DARNED !!!!
The sky is always that greyish .... 12 in the noon just looks like 7 in the evening.
Where have the sun been hiding all this while???
The rain is ruining my holidays :(

Since it is raining outside, so i decided to browse through my facebook, my mails and blogsss. Found myself so missed my old school friends. Guess i haven't been in contact with most of them, felt so sorry. Some are coming back this holidays, hope that i'm still in time to mend everything.

p/s: blame the rain that i'm not in good condition !

It's a story ....

2008-11-23T15:30:00.009+08:00

... of a yellow flower.

Dinner at our house

2008-11-09T13:59:00.009+08:00

1 word to decribed my situation here - ' BORED '

uploading some pics during a dinner at our house ^^

Here's our dessert.... ' laughters of the day'

tomorrow our new housemate will be moving in .....mixed feelings

かようびは日本語のしけん。いまべんきょうしています。みなさんはがんばってね。

Hug by an angel

2008-11-04T23:02:00.003+08:00

记得，曾经讨厌你的牢骚。
讨厌你的啰嗦。

但是，
今天却发现了
原来，你是没有翅膀的天使。

心情好时，你任我撒娇，任我闹。
我扮鬼脸，孩子气，只有你陪我玩游戏。
心情坏时，你来给我拥抱。
说说冷笑话逗我，然后问我：心情好些吗？

你任我啰嗦，发牢骚，埋怨，韧性。

你爱问些有的没的，
说些奇奇怪怪的，
刻意来打扰我，
只为让我觉得不寂寞。

我爱吃的，你陪我吃。
我爱看的，你陪我看。

谢谢你！
上帝对我真好，给了我一个你。

我以后不会对你的牢骚觉得不耐烦，
细心听你的啰嗦。
心情好时，陪你闹。
心情坏时，给你我的时间。

告诉你：我的心情现在好多了^^

Leftover days....

2008-11-03T21:02:00.002+08:00

......are some how a lil' boring.

Everyone started their co-op today.
Left me n Jlo at home lepaking everyday...
figuring out what to do next or what to eat.

Okay, I shall admit....we are jobless!

All the best to those who are doing co-op....take good care yea!

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

The day we met her

2008-11-02T22:36:00.006+08:00

p/s: Thx Ray :)

Felt sad for a bug

2008-10-30T13:09:00.005+08:00

Woke up

stepped on a tiny lady bug

dropped dead

i wonder how it manage to get into my room

poor thing

Sorry.....

poor me too

have to clean up the ' smashed-up-body '.

Eavesdropping Van Gogh

2008-10-30T04:02:00.006+08:00

睡不着，放空。

Cyber-loafing .

倾听梵谷 - eavesdropping Van Gogh

My favourite artist.

Now listening: Starry, starry night - 梵谷的星曲

Feeling better....

ねたいです、おやすみなさい。