每当信心动摇时都会用理智去推翻感觉。

我讨厌这样。明明就不想去做，就偏偏必须体贴理智。这样理智吗？！

心情是抽象的，所以我们常以形容词表达自己处于什么样的状态。

我的乐趣是做些小动作表达自己的心情，以动词代替形容词。
打个比方：
今天下了毛毛雨，我一个人去海边吃冰淇淋，看海。风却止住了，海面平静得很。
描绘自己的心情。

Greetings from Heaven

...nah,better off 'Greetings from pigsty'

Since last week i started my full time career as a PIG. Whatever pig does i did...eat,sleep and play (too bad, not pray). I can't online that frequent because my game-addicted bro can't seem to live without his computer.Worst, he pluck out my wireless modem so he can load his game faster. So, i can't help myself to just stare blank and day dream on my couch. Reason because if i start to watch tv or movie, my mum will start nagging and drag me out of the house. She lure me with food...oh yea,Ramadhan Bazaar. Life is nothing without FOOD. So imagine,breakfast,brunch,lunch,tea and dinner which total up my enormous weight now. That was then with Ramadhan Bazaar, without it now...im planning to venture into day dreamer as my part time job.

You would say...ooo,life like that! But, I started to feel myself becoming invisible and evaporate from the surface of the earth. You might not see me one day or not even remember me.So no way for me to stay like that for four months - my initial plan. What to do...job hunting lo. I start sending emails for job vacancies to an extend i think i simply sent....at least i have something to attend with.

And,, FYI, me and Louis the stupid pig-dog became best friend. He decided not to bark or "Grrrr" me when i start to bribe him with food. Like owner,like dog. So, he is the only reason i will step out of my house every evening. Basically, he walks me every evening to the beach :P yea...the dog walks his owner.

And, and, i finally get to play fireworks and all the illegal firecrackers...ON THE BEACH!!!!! Sneak to the beach at nights with a few friends and play the kiddy stuff. No pics though...too dark. hahaha! Finally i fulfill one of my dream this year. Yippie! Crazeee.

Alright, Louis is barking. Time for him to walk me.

Signing off,
from pigsty



Ley Lynn: if you happen to read this entries...probably you will realised i have keep all the craps to myself for too long and i need to pour everything in the blog. No one listen to me radio-ing at home :P