Saturday, December 4, 2010

Happi-birthday :>

Birthday is just a day like no other, it is just the day where you woke up feeling hang over, you feel the air is the sweetest, the breeze is the chill-est and the day is best-est. You feel loved & blessed.

I suppose it is the day of reminder also, reminds you where the years have gone. Gone for good or vice versa.

I share my birthday with the month of Christmas celebration. Dec is my favourite month of all months in a year. It is the end of the year too.

Well, this is my birthday speech :3

Thanks for those who love and protect me all this while. I did not say it, but i meant it : I love you all too !

Sunday, November 21, 2010

此刻的你喜欢吗?

做自己喜欢的东西心里有着一股莫名的冲动和兴奋。
此刻的我重生了!




快快编稿去了!

Sunday, November 14, 2010

本来就喜欢住高楼。就坐在现在这个角度,看见的只是蔚蓝的天空, 感觉自己好像在半空中。两只黑黑的鸽子这时停歇在窗边。偷瞄了我摆放在窗边的植物,俩好像打了个坏主意,可没一会儿又飞走了。


好久没涂鸦了,好像忘了好多字怎么写的,忘了好多字句的表达和用法。管它的,我本来就不太会写,只会随好涂鸦。


我在写这文的同时,是一直重复播放着你的歌。是不是代表我很在意你的作品?

也对,是这些歌陪我度过数个不开心的日子。才发现原来音符的感化是多么的有力量,最近也成了我的藏身处。

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

It's NEW

I have been officially promoted to another stage of life . I am being announced as financially independent, traffic traumatized victim and a to-be-Friday lover. No more honeymoneymoon. I never thought my job hunting period ended that soon. It ends up i get a pretty good offer from another advertising agency. Though its nothing biggie like LB. If i describe LB as a tree, probably SaaL is a seed.

I was pretty nervous my first day. First, i got my tortoise- car the day before and i am not familiar with the traffic.Second, probably, it's my first official job. Both are agencies so i should be familiar with everything that function, but WRONG! I supposed i'm a spoilt brat in LB, where i have everyone doing everything for me. As SaaL is so small that everything is DIY, including media bookings and quotations that i always have my traffic to deal with in LB. Plus, part of SaaL business comes from recruitment adv, which i know nuts bout it. SaaL isn't dealing much with above the line campaigns and creative, which is my prior interest in agency. Well, humans need to leave their comfort zone to start learning. But for now, deal with it and start from zero, learning the basics.

No doubt, colleagues and bosses are cool, since it's a small team, nothing to politics about. For now, i am feeling comfortable. Though at times in office, i might miss Rach with her clubbing itunes bombarding, i miss Beng calling me Angie, i miss Linda shouting "What the fish!", i miss hangging out in LB heaty big studio with designers, i miss kacau-ing Eddy and Pei Sien with my copies, i miss 38-ing with Caryn, Aurora and Caroline, i miss running around like mad in the spacious office with my FAs, i miss quarreling and negotiating with Liz, i miss fooling around with the humorous art directors....

Crazy thoughts, i should bring in some culture in SaaL. LOLZ.

Alright some clubbing itunes in office for Friday morning!

Saturday, October 9, 2010

Another part of my life

I have been attending church choir for some time. In fact, i love it. Anyhow, i still conceive contradict feeling towards it. Especially at times when we have been requested to out-perform ourselves. Feeling extreme exhausted after classes.

But time seems to fly during classes and it seems to be not enough.

I am not good with musical instrument, but i was taught that my voice is my instrument.

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

每当信心动摇时都会用理智去推翻感觉。

我讨厌这样。明明就不想去做,就偏偏必须体贴理智。这样理智吗?!

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

心情是抽象的,所以我们常以形容词表达自己处于什么样的状态。

我的乐趣是做些小动作表达自己的心情,以动词代替形容词。
打个比方:
今天下了毛毛雨,我一个人去海边吃冰淇淋,看海。风却止住了,海面平静得很。
描绘自己的心情。

Monday, September 13, 2010

Greetings from Heaven

...nah,better off 'Greetings from pigsty'

Since last week i started my full time career as a PIG. Whatever pig does i did...eat,sleep and play (too bad, not pray). I can't online that frequent because my game-addicted bro can't seem to live without his computer.Worst, he pluck out my wireless modem so he can load his game faster. So, i can't help myself to just stare blank and day dream on my couch. Reason because if i start to watch tv or movie, my mum will start nagging and drag me out of the house. She lure me with food...oh yea,Ramadhan Bazaar. Life is nothing without FOOD. So imagine,breakfast,brunch,lunch,tea and dinner which total up my enormous weight now. That was then with Ramadhan Bazaar, without it now...im planning to venture into day dreamer as my part time job.

You would say...ooo,life like that! But, I started to feel myself becoming invisible and evaporate from the surface of the earth. You might not see me one day or not even remember me.So no way for me to stay like that for four months - my initial plan. What to do...job hunting lo. I start sending emails for job vacancies to an extend i think i simply sent....at least i have something to attend with.

And,, FYI, me and Louis the stupid pig-dog became best friend. He decided not to bark or "Grrrr" me when i start to bribe him with food. Like owner,like dog. So, he is the only reason i will step out of my house every evening. Basically, he walks me every evening to the beach :P yea...the dog walks his owner.

And, and, i finally get to play fireworks and all the illegal firecrackers...ON THE BEACH!!!!! Sneak to the beach at nights with a few friends and play the kiddy stuff. No pics though...too dark. hahaha! Finally i fulfill one of my dream this year. Yippie! Crazeee.

Alright, Louis is barking. Time for him to walk me.

Signing off,
from pigsty



Ley Lynn: if you happen to read this entries...probably you will realised i have keep all the craps to myself for too long and i need to pour everything in the blog. No one listen to me radio-ing at home :P

Saturday, August 28, 2010

一个结束

这星期经历了思绪的波涛,笔墨难言。总概来说,一个结束是新的开始。一年的布局已大概有了构思,接下来就是规划细节。视线总算清晰点了,大可放心一点。

也要谢谢身边的朋友给与开导。

虽然胜算还是未知数。
心里一定要明白谁是掌管的。

Sunday, August 22, 2010

The man is in town

Li Hom was in town for his album & movie releases.

My sis, the forever-die-hard fan for Li Hom, insist to attend. Though i am not a die-hard ones but for the sake to satisfy my curiousity, i make my last minute decision to accompany her, since Stephanie & Wai Ting will be there for the press con, so why not.

Let's reveal the crazy curiosity thought that brought me all the way to 1 U for the release.
1- To find out if he is really that good looking.
2- Just to listen to him live.

To my conclusion: i THINK he is good looking. Since i get to only take 2 glance at him from like 100 metres away with more than 300 peoplesss in front of me. And, and...he sings fantastic, although he sang only one song, too bad.

If you wonder how does it feel to be suffocated among those Li-Hom-die-hard -fans, let the visual do the talking.

The above is the point-of-view from my position to the stage.


And, right above is what happened to my point-of-view when the man appeared. Blame my shortness.

The happy gal with her man's album :P


I thank god that i survived the suffocating crowd- which is around 1000++ pool of peoplessss, plus i am attacked by humanic-phobia, when i felt the stickyness of human skin rubbing against mine, i felt their body heat, then i started to think that i could be sinking anytime into the pool of human, and i imagine the air gets thinner.....and.....i never want to mention what will happen next.

For my die-hard-fan-sis, she is happy with the result of the whole dramatic event. She get to spend extra 3 mins with the man during the signing session, because she was so lucky that the pen was out of ink during her turn. Luckiest huh?! :P

Says HAHA & Happy weekend ended.
Back to working days

And ...and....Stephanie got free passes for 'Love in Disguise'.
Oh, says GOSH! Tomorrow's my movie night.

Chaos :>

Saturday, August 7, 2010

I get my plant

Since started my internship, i have always wanting to get perhaps a pet or something that i will be attached to. But seeing laziness is growing within me like mushrooms, i have a second thought about adopting a pet. Surely they are cute to play with, but too troublesome to take care of. So i wanted something alive but cannot move and easy to take care of.Thus, CACTUS is the best!

But i end up with a tiny small i-don't- know plant, but the label says 'Echeveria'. Whatever it is. Anyway i named him 'bao bei' XD ......and it's a he.

Got it from IKEA while working last Sunday in The Curve.

Took it back in a container i bought from IKEA. On a bus and a train... and everyone is looking at my plant.


Bao bei under the sunlight. Pretty ain't it?



Monday, August 2, 2010

病糊了的思绪

带病上班了好几天,一直坚持着去event。怎么说也是我在LB唯一的几场event罢,反正也剩下最后一个月了。所以今天请假想好好修养。

怎知今天一个人在家里,心情更down。一直反复思考好多好多假设性的念头。
如果.......
如果......
如果.......

才发现原来生活中好多选择。

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

遇见不撑伞的男生

不撑伞的男生是大男人呢还是太爱美了?


昨天放工约了旧同事一起吃火锅。天不作美,就在放工时间倾盆大雨。
一位男同事也正好打算步行到车站搭车,碰见了在公司楼下等车的我。

Scene 1:

看见雨还没停下。
我:我借你雨伞啦!反正我在等朋友来载。
他很有型的拒绝了我。
他:你不知道吗,男生是不用雨伞的。
我:喔......
呆滞了一秒,回过神来。
我:可是你不用担心。我的雨伞是没有图案的,而且还是暗色的。
他:真的不用啦。
还不死心。
我:....喔。是有牌子的喔。(还以为这么一说他会放心的借伞)
他:真的不用啦。明天见咯!掰掰!

看见他跑在雨中。

真的搞不懂。淋雨会感冒的。

究竟不撑伞的男生是大男人呢还是太爱美了?

Saturday, June 26, 2010

Friday I'm in love

喝下两杯,感觉肚子热热了
闪光灯和震耳的bass,身体随着音律摆动
因为还没吃晚饭,肚子很快饿了
回家的路上随便打包了猪肠粉,还有一些不好吃的鱼丸
到家,播放着电视节目,可又没看,只顾着吃
嘴里的食物还没来得及咽下去,就开口说话
把过去没来得及update对方的,都统统一次过讲完
爽,好久没这样了
虽然每天都住在同一间家,但是好像好久没这样
我们终于恢复了从前的八卦
过后又不想睡
天气冷冷的,就窝在咋们家的小型电影院吧
管他明天天要塌下来,咋们家的猪会睡死的

原来这就是星期五之恋!!!
热辣辣的,历经了心跳加速的快感,
纠缠着,残留了不舍之情
却诱人的期待拥有下一个

Saturday, June 19, 2010

去吧

一大班的朋友胸怀大志,不断的找寻理想,实现梦想。或许我这样说,你会开始不同意这种想法。也许梦想对你来说太抽象了。

大部分已踏入社会的,邂逅了现实,也体会了,思想开始较踏实。就说他们成熟了吧。看见还在追寻理想的人,他们就利用现实挫挫他们的志气。

现实的人并没有错,因为现实和理想,梦想本来就是两回事。他们只是将现实说明给还在梦想的人,因为不希望有一天,看着梦想的人跌倒。

梦想其实也没错,因为每一件事的起头都有梦想。如果莱特兄弟没有想飞的梦想,那人们现在可以轻易的飞来飞去吗?梦想也是推动力。

两方面都没有错,那又是怎么说?



我说,有梦想的人去吧!现实的人,不要挫他们的志气,让他们去吧。就做他们背后的支柱。

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Random mode

Today has been a heavy working day for me. Finishing everything at almost 9pm. While walking to the station I feel myself a zombie. I can't recall how I walked to the station but i manage to. I stood like a wood and stare blank in the train with my earphone bombarding my ear drums.

I thought to myself, it's tiring, tiring, tiring and all about tiring.
Looking at everyone in the train, I thought to myself, they are tiring, tiring, tiring and all about tiring.

When everything is so damned tiring, the train stopped.

I walked out of the train and coincidentally saw two men with leading sticks walked out from the other cabin. I meet blind passengers in Bdr Tasik Selatan station quite often, so it's usual. But somehow, today is unusual.

I saw another two men walking behind the blind men, each holding one's shoulder, helping them with the staircase. One of the men was asking the blind men about the lrt ticket in order to exit. I supposed they do not know each other.

When everything is so damned tiring, I realized a spark of warmth among the tiring hollow people.

I never thought about tiring on the rest of my journey home.
At least, the earth is still blessed.

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

Angeline's new hobby

My friend started to take photography seriously when he bought himself dslr yang bercanggih-canggih and loads of gadgets and kits and whatsoever stuff that he called them as his wives. He then started Flikr account, blog about photography, and is officially married to his so called wives.


Another friend of mine take up something more fancy and bought himself Holga and Mini Instax.


The other friend of mine who fall in love with music and dedicate his life to music composing and music related stuff.


Recently, I figure that its too much boring for me to dedicate my life to working days only. So I decided it's time for me to take something seriously. It's hard though for someone who has determination that lasted for only 5 minutes to eventually take 'something seriously'. My last hobby was last year when adopted a few gold fish and they ended up in ground instead of water.Pathetic!


Confession, I have a weirdest unintentional habit. I'm a movie freak but it doesn't end after I left the cinema. OK, I kept every movie tickets which I have watched since 2007. Weird?


Usually I will simply slot all the tickets into the envelope. Since i'm thinking of 'taking it seriously'. I bought a photo album last Saturday while lepaking in the mall. Happily I placed all of the tickets. Whilst sorting out the movie tickets, Lynn and I created a childish game called ‘Guess-The- Movie’. She will pick any movie tickets out of my envelope and she will hint me on the language, genre or dates of the movie. Then I will have to tell her the title of the movies and details for the movie out for example who did I go with, the movie plot and whatsoever. Such memorable!



I like how the tickets looks like when they aged, with the yellowish edges. Some 2007 tickets eventually faded off already.


Ok, that's all for my new hobby :)


Sleep off




Saturday, May 15, 2010

我好吗?你很好。

今天写华语:P

开工两个星期了.开工以来,我特别期待星期五晚上。所以星期五特别重要,要和特别的人做特别的事。尽管只是和朋友聚会吃晚餐,就是最特别的了。今晚也是。然后把自己关在房里,做自己想做的事。今天就在这里涂鸦。

就‘话话’工作吧!

工作以来,我都不怎么和别人谈起工作。不是过得不好。只是.....觉得不一样了。也不知道那里不一样。上次也实习了两个月,都很开心。那时最喜欢有摄影。这次的实习,还说不出最喜欢什么。

公司很好,很大。我还需要点时间习惯一些程序的运作。这次有太多同事了,每天都好像看见新的脸孔。我是慢热的人啦,又不常主动。还好同事很友善。自于上司...总挂来说,我有两个supervisors。一个较高职位的大部分的时间都在外头公干,所以把我交给另一个‘保姆’。刚开始听了不少大家对我家保姆的看法,当下很战兢,现在还是如此。其实相处下来,她还蛮疼我的。
至少还没被开枪。;P 短短的两个星期她教会了我好多东西。给了我一些其他实习生得不到的经验。下个礼拜尽敢敢摆我上阵了。我只好自生自灭了。

看来生活不错吧。只是天天来回的路途,有点累。可以坐在家里的时间也不超过三个小时。得和猫头鹰的生活说掰掰了。好不舍得哦。惟礼拜五破例 ;P 开心开心

生活好像也缺少了一点的刺激。是时候寻找了。找回一些自己喜欢的东西。


约了朋友吃早餐。
所以就此,早安!


Sunday, May 2, 2010

=.=

I am getting tired when people start asking : What are you studying? Because as most of the time people will not understand my answer to that. So every time when i was asked that question, i would have to repeatedly explain it all over again, again and again until i would make it short and say : oh, you know journalist for newspapers and TV station? yea, that's what mass comm is all about. Hey,i am graduating here, but i still can't stop explaining it to people. I am tired of explaining anyway....

And of recent, while fetching dad back from airport with another business friend of his, after the stupid long 'advertising and PR' explanation i was given a disappointed reaction.
Uncle said: har! PR ah! no use one la study that!
OK, uncle i knew your daughters are doing pharmacy in UK.
Like WHATEVER!!!

The other funniest case, when granny knew i ll be starting my internship in advertising agency, she called my aunt complaining that my job is hard, because i have to work in a factory creating advertisements and stick them on the pole.
Ain't my granny so cute! XD

Thursday, April 29, 2010

会想念的

夜了
躺在床上写部落格
边听着收音机播着我爱的音乐
路易在楼下玩耍,玩具在地上打滚着,噼里啪啦
隐约还听见屋后的海浪声

以前总是特地老远驾车到海边去,现在反而搬得近了却很少去了

回来休息两个星期,我都带路易跑步
可笑的是经过海边却也没有停下来走上沙滩
今天狠心的地丢下了路易,一个人去海边坐坐
因为海边是路易的禁地
路易就没福享受这个美丽的下午咯

今天的海浪很凶猛,好像饥肠辘辘的狮子
不停的向我冲着来,歇斯底里的咆哮
我就让烦恼都给它吞噬了
天边的云彩点缀了心中的平安,宁静

看来就快要想念听浪了
今夜就听个饱吧

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Pathetic up in the air experience

It wasn't hard to just get a 45 mins flight back home for holiday. But it seems that it is always hard for a person who is never on time!

Was just 20 minutes to board the plane, I was still running about in the airport and just in time to find out that the boarding counter was closed. It took this little devil some effort to show her sympathetic face until the workers processed the boarding pass.

The most pathetic up in the air experience ever.


I shall be happily enjoying my summer holiday at home instead of my red hot Bangkok trip. Have to canceled my first ever backpack trip, this is real pathetic!

Thursday, April 15, 2010

路痴路痴路痴路痴路痴路痴路痴

世界上其实真的有 方向痴的。就是那种没有方向感的人。我就是。东南西北,左右都分不清。走过的路,虽然走上了一百遍都还会迷路。是个超级先天的路痴。

就在人生十字路口徘徊。
呆滞。
回头的路是死路,那只有一个选择,就是向前。那就向前吧,迷失就迷失,路都是人走出来的,哪怕走不出自己的路。


路痴啊,你下个月开始工作了。请你醒醒鼎鼎啊!

Sunday, March 14, 2010

午夜十二的情绪化

我望着窗外
夜雨一直下

窥探城市
诱人的夜景

听着戴佩妮的
一个人的行李
突然有潜逃的意念

问自己
是要怎样

他说
出去淋湿自己
好冲动噢




一直想用这个题目写一篇激情的故事,快半年了,一个字都写不出。
以后吧

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Going Dumb

Heard bout the movie Before Sunset. I have not watch before, but my cousin did. She claimed that the movie is so irritating because throughout the whole 1 hour 30 mins, there is just conversation between the actor and actress. And to my surprise, how irritating a film would be which bring it as far to be nominated in a list of film festivals' awards and finally was nominated in Oscar Awards in 2005.

I would definitely like to grab this movie some day. Share with me if you have it!

Before Sunset reminds me of conversation between people. People hardly speak to one another nowadays.Even if my housemate is 10 steps away from my room to hers, i will prefer to msn her; My colleague was just sitting next to my desk and he msn me about dinner later; And my friend even save his phone bills to online sms his sweetheart. O gosh, can we just do it the traditional way!


Interesting huh >-<

Monday, March 8, 2010

写给你

喜欢看你专心工作的样子。

怎么以前一直都没发现呢





你要加油!对自己的作品有信心点!

那天的小小发表会,别人对你的赞赏与肯定,我们的确为你骄傲。


这是一个艰辛的长跑;但当你往后看,我们都在后面为你加油打气!

要看见大家对你疼惜有加噢!



要告诉你的一番话,面对面时,又不知怎么说;都写在这儿了,希望就有那么一天你会知道。


知己

Friday, February 26, 2010

坏习惯

不知曾几何时养成的坏习惯,一压力就狂抓起枕头,把脸窝进枕头里然后歇斯底里的大喊。

喊完了心里也几舒服一下的!
可是喉咙痛了。



哈,活该!

Monday, February 8, 2010

I am now......

Has been a lil' mixing of procrastinate and lazy lately.
Lazy to talk, lazy to attend hang-outs, dinners, lunches and procrastinate for my mid term study, assignments ....so forth.
What a good starts for a year ....so sarcastic....chill lar >.<

Have not even transfer the photos of Penang trip during mid of Jan from Bryan's slr, just because im too lazy to plug in the charger to charge the slr batts.
Yes, I am unsavable lazy people.......

By the way, the trip was great.
O, due to lil mixing of confusion and tiredness inside that time, I have made a random plan and here i goes, Penang.
Met 3 long lost friends in Penang, get food, food, food and just food everyday.
A wonderful,relaxing just- friends and food- tripand it did the magic tricks of 'healing me' though >.<


Chinese New Year approaching....
Can't recall how i pass through those 22 years of new years.
This will be my 23rd though.
Not sure if i have passed through too many of it, Chinese New Year seems to be as peace as any mundane days.

Gotta get something on for this new year for family, since i will be going back early.
Whatever it is, which will make new year a new year.
For family only, cheers!

Monday, January 18, 2010

扎乱的思绪.....

恨不得提起剪刀一瞬间把它剪下去
恨不得一把火把它给烧掉

烦恼扎乱烦死不去想忘掉逃掉离开都给我滚


天啊!才刚开始新学期,那么快就看上我,找上门,纠缠我。看来我太小看你了。
是我没预备好,应变能力差了,灵魂就这样被缠着了。

宝贝,快快回过神来吧!好多精彩等着你。
不会被打倒的,把它们一个一个修理掉!

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

What's up!

An ending is a new start. Done with internship, currently back to school. Sounds like small kids returns to school. >.<

Back to the days with my flip flops, black worn-out bag, T and jeans, attend class with my just-woke-up look, hang-outs......woolala. Feel great again!
Not to say that internship wasn't 'woolala' , but not as cool as being a student. If you ask me which 1 i prefer....can i choose both >.<

During interns, I have met cool people, friends and been through a few commercial production love it except for times that i have to stay in office to work on the concept proposals..... >.<

Gonna end my student life in 4 months time. Keep asking myself : what do i expect? I seriously do not know....

Having attend one of the class with an experience lecturer, who has been working her life in this field, she always makes me feel stupid. She inspires me though, like her a lot. So call me stupid and i don't care >.<

Gonna stay cool, calm and pour in all my brain juices for this final sem >.< ....oooh ohhh, not forgetting to have loads of fun!

Well, this is my updates for now.
xoxo
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