Felt sad for a bug

Woke up

stepped on a tiny lady bug

dropped dead

i wonder how it manage to get into my room

poor thing

Sorry.....

poor me too

have to clean up the ' smashed-up-body '.

Eavesdropping Van Gogh

睡不着，放空。

Cyber-loafing .

倾听梵谷 - eavesdropping Van Gogh

My favourite artist.

Now listening: Starry, starry night - 梵谷的星曲

Feeling better....

ねたいです、おやすみなさい。

等待的滋味

漫长乏味的星期，只有那‘书香’陪伴着我 .... 成了过去式的动词。

她说等待中会有所收获。
他却说等待的滋味不好受。

我呢.....

大概等待下一个月的过去会比这一个星期来得难过吧。

就盼望我的等待有所收获吧！

Touched by angels

KL traffic was such a chaos today, we have to make a u-turn half way while on our way to Japanese class. Guess... it is a blessing ....

We ended up in one of the angel's house for cell group. Everyone has to share their ' praise-god-report '.

I ponder. It supprises me. All the blessings that i have not realised all the while, came flowing into my mind. Reminded me how blessed i am.

I was a drunkard in the sea of problems that im not in a concious mind to think of how blessed i am.

Here goes a story shared by an angel:
You have the best cook in the world. One day, you ordered him to cook fried rice for you. He asked for ketchup, then oil, then onions....then orange. Orange?!! You would say...what on earth an orange was to do with a plate of fried rice?!! You questioned him, you doubted, then you refused to. You would doubt that this is the world best cook, then you do it yourself, your way that you think it should be. God is the 'best cook ever'. Don't question, don't doubt. Where is the faith? Surrender all, trust in HIM. Even if HE asked for oranges from you, give it to HIM. Even if HE says ketchup should come first in the recipe and rice the last.

John16:33
" These things I have spoken to you, that in Me you may have peace. In the world you will have tribulation; but be of good cheer, I have overcome the world."

I am blessed.....
Dear all, I was touched by angels today....

Random

Can't study !!! Man, finals finals finals..... OK.....NOT HELPING !!!

Not even holidays yet my schedule is so packed already.... kinda interesting holi this time!

1. Helping church-mates, Alvin and Brenda's wedding preparation. * Don't worry I'll make sure both of you will have the best ever .
2. Helping church to do their christmas short film shooting.
3. Date with Sarah for movie.
4. Date with yy and ws. * Have not been seing you guys for a long time
5. Moving into new house. * Shit.... so many stuff to pack... don't even know where to start off !
6. KT church yf programme.
7. Vacation in Sg and attending friends wedding there.
8. Christmas programmes.
9. Last but not least, catch-up with my long lost ji mui- gang ..... * Missing you all....xoxo

Huh...seems that not going for my intern is a good thing :P

Basically have to stay in kl till 23rd then rush back for family days n house moving days n 21st birthday n my wonderful christmas n missing my lil cousin ...... so much so .

*daddy have been nagging me and want me to be back.

Shoo.... get back to study !
Now listening to 陶喆- Runaway

p/s: thx tai lo for listening to my complaints n 38....hehe....u surely did well in comforting ur lil' sis !

There might be a day that

when you don't feel like waking up in the morning even though it's late,
when you look into the mirror and you barely recognize ' youself ',
when you hide youself under a cap when you walk yourself to class,
when you sneak away from your friends because you don't feel like saying 'hello' .

What kind of day is this? I hate most !

Even yesterdays laughters can't mend it.
Because the night of terror causes the tears.

I tell myself : I m going to be just fine !
Feeling better now...... :)

Someone said....

i'm being a spoilt brat today.

Im always a spoilt brat :P

To a person I care most

I'm not sure whether will she read this......

You just called .....you sounded calm ,but you are sad i know....
I should have noticed earlier ,but sorry i did not. I'm so sorry....

I know you have shed a lot of tears because of that matter. I have gone through it before, though i know yours are not as better as mine. I know you are pretty messed-up and lost of direction. I'm not qualified to judge your decision nor tell you what to do. No matter what happen in the end .... i just want you to know that I will always there for you. No matter what is your decision, I will always support you. Please don't feel lonely or abandoned, that's the most scariest thing in the world.

I just want you to be ok .....

The MC's gang-hang-out

Cant sleep...... with my stomach full of raya's food!

Finally the gang-hang-out at Angela's place which have been planning for 1 year has been 'successfully held' .

Got to lazy-around and enjoyed the ' home ' atmosphere.

Lynn's doing her 'teraphy' .....

Angela's fishies

Thanks so much to Angela's raya food that fed us to the max and also the creepy or ' hilarious' ghost movie!

p/s: we forgot our group picture though....

她和他的故事

我看见那妈妈轻轻的为儿子盖好了被子，带着笑容望了望儿子 .....

你握着我的手臂，似乎想对我说些什么。
看着你的嘴唇，像是喃喃自语的。
望着你的眼神，是多么的无助。
我握起你冰冷的手，说：你想吃什么? 妈妈帮你准备。是番薯羹么？还是要吃寿司？
你还是无奈的望着我，喃喃自语的。
我抚摸你苍翠的脸孔，你的嘴边似乎挂着一丝微笑。
“ 妈妈到医生那里拿药，一下就回来。”

...... 却走出病房躲在角落间哭了起来。